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Do
You Love Me Too?
I have
kept my promise and written a Raiha-Fuuko fic or rather sonnet! Hope all
you Raiha-Fuuko supporters out there are happy. I know I am even though
I prefer Tokiya-Fuuko pairing. Hope you enjoy this sonnet, it has no connection
with “Helping Me Move On” if you are curious. I have tried my best to make
sure the characters do not sound too out of character. Email me at zhiling@yada-yada.com
this time if you wanna gimme any fan/hate mail. I’ll be looking forward
to any comments or compliments. By the way, here are some additional Japanese
terms that are frequently used in other people’s fanfics. Hope this little
attachments help:
kun –
name add-ons for males e.g. Kaoru-kun itai – ouch
matte
– stop nani– what
arigatou
– thanks chibi – little/small
sugoi
– cool/great hai – yes
daijouba
ka – are you okay tasukete - help
owari
– the end koshii - lover
P.S. My comments
are all in the [ ]s. Note that they are not ( )s or { }s.
Lotsa Luv,
Ling-chan
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I look you in
the eye
And I wonder
why
There’s this
feeling deep inside of me
That I had thought
I’d never see.
(Raiha asks
Fuuko if she dislikes him and she blushes and scolds him for asking her
that question. However, she later wonders about a weird feeling she had
never felt before that had hit her when he said those words to her.)
Is it true?
Can it really
be?
That I was meant
for you
And you were
meant for me?
(Earlier on,
after Raiha saved Domon’s and her life, she asked him why he saved them
even though he knew that they were from Team Hokage. Raiha replied that
they had a destiny together as their madougas were counterparts and would
always draw them together.)
Does such a
love exist for me?
Could you really
be my koshii?
All I can do
now is wonder
About the feelings
I try to bury deep under.
(She laughs
off all the feelings she has for Raiha, not believing that a tomboy like
her could feel such things since she has not felt these feelings in all
her sixteen years. She tells herself that Raiha only cares about her Fuujin
and has no interest in her whatsoever.)
I hope and earnestly
pray
With all my
heart and soul,
That we’ll be
together someday
And I’ll pour
out my feelings that are presently untold.
(Sometimes she
looks at Recca and Yanagi together and envies them for they find happiness
with each other, a kind of happiness she herself has never found before
no matter how much she tries to return Domon’s sincere and unrequited love
for her.)
Then maybe we
will work things out.
And we needn’t
fight that pre-destined bout.
Will I
find happiness one of these days?
Will it be in
you and your cute, kawaii ways?
(She finds him
very nice and warm, totally unlike the other Uruha members and comments
that she would have easily mistaken him to be from Hokage if she hadn’t
known any better. She also wonders why he helps her out in all her times
of need even though she is the enemy.)
I can only look
at you
And wonder if
you love me too.
Now, in all
I say and do
I mustn’t hint
that I love you.
(She rejects
all of Raiha’s advances and expressions of love, telling herself that she
doesn’t like anybody and that nobody would like a girl like her. [Except
for a certain Mongoloid whom she treats as her good friend and a certain
pervert from Team Kuu who is her personal fan club.] She is disgusted at
the kind of attention she gets.)
For my biggest
fear is that of rejection.
I know I cannot
cope with the humiliation
That is etched
deeply in the mind.
A memory, that
is anything but kind.
(She remembers
about the fight with Fujimaru, when he stripped her down to her underwear
and how humiliated she was at the Ura Butou Satsujin. She’ll always remember
the embarrassment no matter how long ago it was because people just cannot
forget about these kind of incidents so easily.)
As I sense you
behind me,
I wish that
you would sincerely say
these words
to me on bended knee,
“Fuuko I love
you, beside you I will always stay.”
(She knows that
he follows her around and always protects her irregardless of how much
she insists that she is perfectly capable of protecting herself and she
is touched by that and his sincerity and acts of what she thinks is his
kindness towards her.)
But till then
I must suffer in silence,
For even when
I sleep I dream of you.
And in my mind,
in utmost reverence,
I ask you, “Do
you love me too?”
(She steals
a glance at him as he sits beside her and silently wonders if he is to
be the prince that she dreams of at night. The prince that rescues her
from all her troubles and worries and rides off into the sunset with her,
to protect and love her for time and eternity, till death do them part.)
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